Day 13

      Think I'm coming down with something. Last night my nose was running and my throat hurt. I was so disappointed. Hubby was at the hockey game, schmoozing customers so I had my evening all planned out. Jr. would go down, I would eat, wrap hubby's Valentine's Day present, work out and go to bed early. Instead Jr. refused to sleep without a fight. She screamed in her crib while I tried to ignore her while playing Drawn on my iPad (great game!). I had given her Tempra because I'm pretty sure she has a tooth coming in on top and she's been miserable. I had stocked her crib with a handful of soothers in case she decided to throw the one in her mouth out (when I walked in there this morning there were four on the floor). I had tried rocking her to sleep. I had tried holding her. There was really nothing left to do. I knew she was tired. Eventually she fell asleep so I had dinner but by the time I was done I didn't feel like doing anything else anymore. I took a Nyquil and prayed she wouldn't wake up in the middle of the night. The last thing I wanted was to wake up drugged out of my head and try to deal with Jr. The night before last she was up from 3-5am! Praise God, she slept through the night! At least, I think she did. Maybe I was just so out of it I didn't hear her. Will have to ask hubby when he gets home. I didn't hear him come in and he left very early this morning. Anyhow, hopefully I'll feel better today and nip whatever this is in the bud before it blooms into something really awful.

Happy Valentine's Day! Love, love, love to you all!

I know that I'm supposed to write a letter today but I won't because it's supposed to be addressed to someone I wish would forgive me. I don't know such a person. It's not that I haven't hurt people but I don't know of anyone whom I've hurt that still hasn't forgiven me. There may be such a person, of course, but I simply don't realize they haven't forgiven me. So I guess I could say, if you're out there and if you're reading this, I'm sorry for whatever it is that I've done to make you so angry with me that you can't forgive me. I really am sorry.